I miss you so much I want explode

But, all I can do is think of you

Tears collecting in my tea

There was a time I could have just called

The world would become just you and me

But, missing you hurt too much

Life was pushing and pulling 

No time to cry

So I put it all away

Again and again

And again and again

Until it forgot to stay

The feeling fills me

The memories buried

Too dark to see

But too powerful to ignore

Then suddenly 

There you are shining bright

All of the world’s beauty 

In a single light

It doesn’t come all at once

It comes in pieces

Over days

But it all comes 

How I felt

Every time I looked away

It all comes 

As if it all happened in a day

It all comes 

Taking over until it’s all I am

Finally it comes to bear

All of those feelings unfelt

Now with no one to share

All of those things unsaid

Now with no one to care

I miss you so much I want explode

But, all I can do is think of you

And let the tears flow anew